down the loony bin

this just in:

instead of on the 6th,
my flight will be on the 5th of september
at 2.40 pm NOON

so is it officially time to panic yet?

disgust

i just spent a good 3 hours cleaning up my room
today the wood thingy for my bed arrived,
so i can FINALLY sleep on my bed.

and i changed the fitted sheet
and the pillow covers
and the quilt cover
so now it actually resembles a girl's room again

then i re-arranged all my novels
by most favourite authors to least
then i re-arranged my dvds
by most expensive,categories,favourites and wutnots
then i re-arranged my dressing table
by the order it was the last time
then i hung my audrey poster again
and my audrey calendar
and i re-decorated my sofa w/ the pillows and the throws
and i re-did my dressing table so that it looked like it did the last time

so ur probably thinking why am i wasting my time
cleaning up my room when im only gonna be staying there for another 2 weeks
if u didnt know,
my flight is on Sept the 6th
the reason behind it is,
because i miss my room.

when the guests were here my room was completely transformed
no trace of me whatsoever
everything gone,and even looked somewhat masculine

so let me have the simple pleasure of my room,
to MY liking,
for the remainder of my time here

im really getting very maudlin these days
i feel like im in this huge cage and its closing in on me
the cage being the day i'll be leaving,metaphorically speaking
and i hate it
i really REALLY hate it

i mean im excited,dun get me wrong
but i dont know theres just something depressing about going away
and i have to leave ibu
i dont want to leave ibu!
she's my bestfriend
what will i do without her?
what will she do without me?

like i said,
its all just too depressing,
which takes away all the joy in going i tell u
and i worry about ibu,
who will be there for her when shes sick,or needs someone to talk to
or anything.

maybe im just thinking too much

touched

i know im a day late
but i've just been so very busy lah

Anyhooo,
i'd like to say thank uuuuuu to these 2 girls
I feel so honoured
i love u both to bits! :)

[even tho the both of u post horrendous photos of me that make me ashamed to be seen in public,heh...but saya akur,because i love u guys! :)]

please click here and here

ps : i'll post mine later when i have the time

LE festin.

so yesterday went window shopping
[only I window shopped] w/ siew kwan n her cousins
she told me that she had this dream where i told her im going to UK
and then she cried.
hahait wasfunny thatshe had that dream,but kinda touching also lah dun ask me why,heh

yesterday also we had this big maulud do' for Abuya Said Ahmad
and heres the good part,
Auntie Clara and 3 other non-muslims actually converted to Islam!!
I am so happy for them!!
Its such a blessing dontcha think
So no wonder lah during the majlis this one lady came up to me mintak tolong pakaikan tudung
And me being me,i just tied her selendang for her nampak-lah dada jugak
on which she pulled to make it not so noticeable.
do i feel ashamed?i do.
Anyhoo,here are random pics w/ musab,hud,omar,nabila,mama,farah
and one of the majlis tho its not very clear and quite far

then today went to watch Ratatouille w/ my ladyLOVES
i love that movie!
its so cuuute in a frenchy rodent kind of way,
even the music is amaziing
definitely a thumbs up
do do watch[do not get disgusted tho ;)]

oh and we had lunch @ chillis
w/a massive photo session
here are a few pics















and heres one w/ syafea who came just in time for the movie





ok thats all for today folks
i need to catch up on my beauty sleep
because tomorrow is another early day in the life of moi
soo
tuteloooo ppl.