done me in

u know,
tomo is malaysian community of old trafford punya big open house thingy
i should really go
i should,REALLY
but, i dont know a lot of malaysians
and they seem to get along so well
me?not so much
so i think it will b awkward
.....
but i should go, i really should

at the same time i promised daria
to go shopping tomo morning for julie's bday
then to bake a cake
then @ nite we're going out to watch rugby
then back to julie's flat for a bday gath


then on sunday going to uncle zul's for a kenduri cum makan2
for raya and akikah his new baby

so tell me,
when am i suppose to study?
and i should study,i really should
[see how many things i SHOULD do, but havnt or wouldnt]

i should go to that open house thing
i wont.
dont get me wrong,
but it will be this humongous gathering filled with malaysians i dont know
and i will DEFINITELY be the odd one out,
but i REALLY REALLY should

i would rather go out with daria
and watch rugby with the others
and bake the cake n all
dont get me wrong,
its just that i feel more comfortable with them
strangely enough.

but then on sunday i HAVE to go to uncle zul's house
this is one event i most definitely CANNOT miss

but then again,
when am i going to STUDY???!!!